2021
Warmth Seeps Through
Eyes closed gently with chin to the sun
rays melt through skin as if there was none
heat finds a home that missed it so
‘cause summer fled long ago
Now chill touches bone, seeping through
scant rags that cover as if on cue
ignite memories of a warmer past
of times with butterflies and flowers cast
the glow of summer that nature brought
to fill my heart with what I sought
1988
Carrot curls ……… A Sister’s Birthday
Carrot curls
Two little girls
Giggle and sniggle
The time away
Parachute bubbles
A mess of trouble
Sought refuge
In their play
Hide and seek
And “don’t you peek”
A Saturday morning cartoon
Records play
They danced all day
Around the living room
They jumped and screamed
And laughed a lot
And tickled till it hurt
“oh please stop - I have to pee”
The tickelee would blurt
With gulps of air they
Caught their breath
Exhausted from the fun
They didn’t know
But time would show
The two sweet souls were one
💕
March 2023
On a Cone of Light
She sits beside a cone of light
It enters softly into the room
Travels mainly from the right
Warms through glass into her gloom
Dancing dust dots flit wildly by
Particles move with amazing life
Feel them scatter, with an escaping sigh
She descends through thoughts of childhood rife
They compete with heartfelt sorrowful clatter
Consumes her soul that screams with pain
So dark and foul directed straight at her
Wonders aloud of who to blame
She dissolves quietly into that gaze
Her head, still dead
Heads through the jumbled haze
Wants no part of childhood memories so glum
That did torture this innocent little one
She feels robbed, cheated and deprived
Of happy thoughts of those early years
When kids are supposed to get their share
Of loving touches and kisses so dear
From parents who wanted a child to bestow
Affection and love while they grow
So, stop me please, let me not digress
Through particles of dust into that mess
March 2023
Like a Breeze, unfinished
Like a breeze through fingers with hardly a shape
Can’t locate the thought, can’t hold to relate
The ephemeral feeling while truly great, did slip, did fly,
Did at last escape
From a worried mind, but happy I am sure
Did leave a shadow with no one to relate
The great wisdom inherent on that very date
February 2024
The Cedars
(Ode to my Camycyparus Nucadensa Pendulas, Thank you)
Just sitting and waiting for what I don’t know …
For dark heavy clouds to regain lightness once more
To puff at the edges silver white against blue
Yes, electric edges wait on cue
To improve a state never said could ensue
The cedars ignite her spirit, she eagerly awaits
Must connect with nature (she profoundly states)
But alas, wind currents float by in a dream
Not stopping today or so it seems
No permission given, no, not allowed to sway
Dissolve I in the clouds green giants seen today
But her spirits are lifted by these giants of cedar
They sway gently, change shape from invisible currents
That deliberately course through trees so dear
In free feather-greenery delicate but strong
Whip back and forth from gusty winds which belong
With the dark heavy clouds that nature has brought
Dissolve I, this day, into what she has wrought
March 2023
The Fly’s Gift
With multiscopic eyes and hairy legs so light
She lands on steaming poop after a brief but focused flight
Perhaps smell led her to this decomposing pile still hot having just been laid
by an indiscriminate host in this lovely peaceful glade
The poop’s still hot, furry critter gone happy for his relief and so pleased
to have gifted this natural verdant spot that dwells beneath the trees
Back to the fly she now prepares to leave precious eggs on the still steaming pile
So her future babies will inherit ready food she pauses and waits awhile
She looks to the right and then to the left securing privacy for the moment
Not wanting disturbance, interruption or dangerous foment
All signs seem clear, her belly heaves with future offspring of her creation
These flies who I despise…..are now secure, I feel sure
Ready to fulfill the next noxious fly generation
March 2023
Junky Chest
Air rushes in on a tidal breath, I nare give it a thought
Lungs expand, diaphragm descends doing what they ought
But much occurs in this simple event, molecules need to trade place
For carbon dioxide needs to escape to exit without a trace
Breathing transpires zillions of times no notice from the host
But who is alert, who pays attention when such simplicity is lost?
Oh in, Oh out, I must shout
Easy breathing is such a treat
Taken for granted, tripping along
All parts of a breath are how they belong
Yes, easy breathing is such a treat
Then one fine day, it happens
The healthy me retreats
A pulmonary block of mighty fine junk
collects in lungs once empty and clear
Thick juicy junk globs previously fine works
Wet popping bubbles are all I hear
I cough, I sputter and wheeze up a storm
My mood has taken a turn
Eyes sympathize with this viral visitor
and now begin to burn
This junky chest, my condition
Negates previously finer days
When air rushed in on a tidal breath
While the sun held my healthy simple gaze
November, 2023
Bursting with Love, unfinished
Is there room in your chest if bursting with love
Is there room for another in that very place
Can you fit more below, around or above
Yes, force a tad more in an already occupied space
Emotions of love flood filling my core
Spread to my throat but no sound is made
Unable to take a single breath more
I choke on thought, don’t want this feeling to fade
This love that spreads in my chest
Whose essence doth fill my bursting heart
And no one but me knows this best
To live life with such intense love is the best part